Wednesday, October 5, 2011

OK....SO I'VE BEEN GONE FOR AWHILE BUT, I'M BAAACCCKKK!

So, I've been naughty the last few (alright, several months) and needless to say, I've neglected my precious blog for far way too long! So to all my fans, clients (past, present, and future), I would like to apologize for my neglect. However, on a brighter note...I have way too much good stuff to share with you all, that's good right?

Well, so far my new journey here in Kansas has gone in the following directions...
Scary
Great
Good
Great Again
Not So Good
Angry
Bad
Scary Again
Could Be Better
Very Bad
Very Very Bad
Ahhhh Relief
Awesome
Couldn't Be Better
Sad
More Sad
Alright Things Are Looking Up
Not The News I Wanted
Well, This Place Sucks
Alright, I Can Do This
More Sadness
Happy Happy Joy Joy
Wonderful
Even More Happy
Yup Things Are Still Getting Better
OK, Am I Dreaming?
Nope, I'm Not Dreaming...
Things Are Just That Good Right Now!

So, as you can all see...I've been through some major ups and downs over these last few months since I've last updated my special little bloggie blog but at this moment in time, I couldn't ask for more in my life! I have a wonderful husband who has stood beside me throughout each and every single one of the above emotional roller coasters and is still riding right beside me. He's picked me up when I was down, let me vent my frustrations on him when it had nothing to do with him, allowed me to cry on him when needed, sat and laughed over silly things with me, kept me positive when all I could think was negative, reasoned with me when I was being foolish, showed me that no matter what...we'd get through each and every one of those roller coasters above TOGETHER!! 

Not only do I have the worlds best husband, I have three healthy loving boys who have been my reason for staying strong, even when I didn't think I could be a moment longer. Over the last several months those boys have given me so much happiness, sadness, joy and I won't lie...they've given me A TON OF NEW GREY HAIRS, LOL! Most importantly though, they've been my kids (my life) through everything. Not to mention, they have gone through just as much if not more through those months and yet they still just keep showing those beautiful smiles and go on with their days as if nothing ever happened and ya know what...I LOVE THEM EVEN MORE FOR THAT. BECAUSE THEY'VE SHOWN ME WHAT WONDERFUL YOUNG MEN MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE RAISED THUS FAR AND THAT...IS THE BEST REWARD I COULD EVER GET IN MY LIFE. 

I have wonderful supportive caring friends in my life at the moment and everybody needs good friends they can trust right? I have my friends from Florida, my friends from my home town of Neodesha, Kansas, my Air force peeps whom I try to keep up with as best as I can (but it gets hard when they're all spread out across the world) but I do my best at times and other times I could do better! I have my friends here in Wichita, Kansas, some are old life long friends and others are not so old, but I hope that our friendships continue to grow over my time here so that  one day when I'm gone from this place I now call home, I can call them my old friend too! 

Throughout all my experiences these last several months, I've actually managed to take loads of pictures believe it or not, lol. Over the next few posts I'll be showing you some of those photos as well as writing about what made me take each one of those photos at that very moment. Now I'll be honest, some were good...some were great...some not so good...some really bad...and a few were to die for. Most importantly they show where I've been and what I've done over the months I've yet to write about. All I can say now at this moment is this, I'm happy to be back and working on this very important part of my life.....MY BLOGGIE BLOG and I hope I can continue to keep up with it better this time around!! 

So to end this long but honest, true, emotional post I leave you with this....

Never take life for granted, Never go a day without telling those in your life how much they mean to you, Never let anyone come between you and your loved ones, Never let the things people say to you be the final determination of who you are or who you wish to become, and one last thing....Be who you are...who you want to be...who you always will be...
YOU!

If you're reading this, Thank You! Thank You for always supporting me in my adventures to live my dream and making it possible to show my love for Photography to the world through my view!! I love you all for making this possible but most of all, I love my husband and three boys for always believing in me and supporting me 100%. 
I LOVE YOU! 

Hope you all enjoy the new photos! 

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